Mehhh-tasticness.

Holy heck.

I've been so dang stressed and busy.

Crashed my car monday. And Buster got put to sleep monday afternoon.
Monday sucked.
Balls.

Car isn't going to get totaled, thankfully. I'll hopefully be getting my car back by next thursday or friday.

After 10:30am tomorrow I'll officially be on spring break. Sooo completely needed.

Unfortunately I have to write hecka papers and read a shizzy school book.
Mehhhhhhh.............

Chillin' out, maxin', relaxin' all cool...

Today I slept for 10 hours.
And it was glorious!

Lazy-ied around all day till work. Sweet.

Played legos at work...always fun!!

The Remix was awesome as always.
Held a baby kitten in the palm of my hand...and I melted.

I love chill days.

Good night. Sleep tight.

Oh Yeah...

Hott Chocolate.
Yes.

I officially met the sexiest man ever. OMG. Words can't describe.

We're gonna be friends. Then one day we'll get married, and make beautiful babies.

Thats sounds like a good solid plan, yeah?

The night is darkest before the dawn.

I square...

Sometimes I feel like I'm walking straight into a trap. Being sucked further and further down in this twisted whirlpool. But I like it so I don't care. I know it's unhealthy. But I feel like I need it.

Lord Jesus, help me.
(Yet, why do I feel like I say that half-heartedly.)
Mehh.

Smiles all around.

A quickie before bed...hahaha....not like that. Lol.

This weekend = fantasticly awesome epicness.

The beach was beautiful. Laughed it up all weekend with the fam. Saw the best friend tonight. Set up coffee/ice cream date for later this week.
Life is beautiful right this moment.

Oh, and I got off the medusa roller coaster a few weeks ago. I've only been riding the little dragon coaster since then. And I'm hoping that everything will stay that way. I'm content with a little bit of higher highs and slightly steeper drops, but nothing more than that, otherwise I'm not gonna ride at all.

See ya on the flip side...

Tonight's complete, everyone's asleep...

Final Big Speech in...T-minus...10 hours.

I'm bout to blow this B out the water.
Awesome PowerPoint. Practiced the speaking part like 3 times. Yeah, it's gonna be good. Lol.
After tomorrow, only 4 more days of that nasty-a COMM class! Yeeeeah son!!

Quote of the moment: "I'm bout to get my black girl on." Ahaha...

Duces.

God above all my hopes and fears.

How do I say it without actually saying it?
Mehhh.
Craving? Longing? Wishing? Desiring?
I don't even know dude.
I just feel like a volcano that is filled with burning passion that can burst at any given moment.
And that's kinda good, kinda bad.

I'm trying to be patient though. But when little enticements are put in front of me on a weekly basis it makes it really really hard. But I know that I can overcome these fleshly whatevers.

Tryin' to stay focused on what is truly important. Tryin' to be faithful.

Even though I feel like I have a brick wall up against these whatevers, but the brick wall is merely a sheet dangling by a thread. Ready to fall to the ground at a passing wind. I want to stay strong, appear strong. But I feel as though I can't and won't when the fleeting opportunity does present itself. Sometimes I don't even care enough to try to hold that wall up. I want to let it fall. I want to see where it'll take me, how far I can go, how satisfying it might actually be.

Stupid Human. That I most surely am.