6.28.2010

Decisions, decisions.

How did my life get so hectic and out of control in such a short period of time???
I have no idea about anything.
School.
Friendships.
Relationships.
The Future.

Gahhhh. I hate it.
I feel like i'm wasting time and money.

School is my biggest issue at the moment. I feel like I've lost all direction and have no idea where I should be going. I'm afraid to transfer to a university because I feel like I'm going to end up changing my major and in turn wasting a lot of money. Why not just stay at CRC another few semesters. Take some different classes and see what I come up with.
Part of my says, go back to being a sociology major. But then I look at that and say, "What the heck am I going to do with that?" I hate thinking about the monetary side of possible careers. But I don't want to be in poverty the rest of my life. I want to be able to make money and be ok. But I feel like anything I would consider going after is going to be a job that a) wont pay much, and b) will become obsolete by the time I actually graduate, or a few years after.
Then I'm going to have to end up going back to school again.
Ugh.
I hate this.

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