Hanging by a thread.

Slipping...falling...drowning...

I feel like my opinions are changing. Bu are my opinions changing or are my standards being lowered?
That is the question of the hour.
I'm flip flopping between them.

I hate that my opinions might be changing because that means that I owe some people an apology. Which I'm fine with, but I'd rather not beat a dead horse, ya know?

Idk.
I've become apathetic and luke warm.
Not good.
And I don't even have the desire to change that.
I desire to have the desire but it's not coming.
And I know that I can change that but I'm just not willing right now.
I just want to go away for a few days and evaluate and reflect.
Unfortunately that probably wont happen for a few weeks.
Hopefully the weeks in between wont be ones I regret...