Dead and Gone. (Not really though.)

Well it has been far too many days since my last post.

Let's recap shall we...

WINTER CAMP: Great people. Sweet worship. Legit speaker. Awesome Jesus Time.
Being a counselor was different, but yet another opportunity for me to learn things about myself.
On one of the days we did whats called a Prayer Path. One of my favorite things. At the end of it I sat at the forgiveness table for a good while. And for the first time ever I was finally able to forgive 2 people in my life who have hurt me the most. And I finally, fully, gave them up to God. Them and the situations I was/am in with them. Great feeling.

SCHOOL: Well, it's a new semester again. I wasn't even half way through my math class on the first day when I decided to drop it. Ridiculous amount of work he requires. I can't devote that much time any single class. Speech is speech. Meh, but ok. History will hopefully not be as boring as it seems. Sociology is going to be very hard, but I'm going to learn a lot. And I'll find out what my art class will be like next week. I'm just really going to be exhausted the first half of the semester, 5:30am mornings 4 days a week. Nap time will be a requirement before a social life, I know that much is true.

So the whole forgiveness thing that I was talking about earlier. Man, oh man. Crazy stuff has been happening. Almost every day for the last week I wake up telling God, " Today is yours. All the situations and everything in it. " And ya know what, I've, idk, I can't even describe how I feel. Like knowing that God is fully in control because I'm letting Him be is so awesome. And since I've fully given up a certain person to Him, God has blessed me with random, positive conversations with them. I've heard things that I never thought I would ever hear. I'm only taking those words as a grain of salt though. I can't let 2 little, yet awesome things wipe out everything else that has been said or done. I know the pattern. I know this wont last long. But I'll take it while I can, and pray that God continues to work on his heart. I love them, and I will never give up on them.

Up an coming: Zoomba, Dress shopping with Em, work, then who knows what tomorrow. Haha probably just do homework and go to sleep early. My social life kinda sucks right now. And I totally love it. Hahaha. Well it's not too bad...party saturday night. That's gonna be crazy!! And then both churches on Sunday. And definitely in bed by 8 on sunday. Haha this is just so funny to me. I really have no life. My dear friends, I'll see you in the summer. I love you. If you are so lucky as to see me sometime this semester just know that you are probably one of my favorites. Which is why I will make time for you. Lol.

It is bed time.