So I really feel like I'm being forced to give up. But I don't want to. I have so many differing opinions flying at me from all directions. Who is really right? Since I'm within my own window of tolerance I'll automatically think that I'm right. But what if I'm not? Aghh. Difficult. Only time will tell. And time heals all wounds right? Well, maybe not all.
I don't even know why I'm blogging right now. It's too late and I'm running off of 5-ish hours of sleep.
Drove TO and FROM Chico within a 15 hour time span.
To and from Galt. To and from Downtown. To and from Laguna. All today.
Apparently I'm just asking for a death sentence.
But driving to Chico was worth it. Great night with friends. Stayed up way to late talking about intense topics and didn't sleep long enough to be a fully functioning driver. But God got us home.
Went to my first small group tonight through The Remix. It was legit. Deep. I loved it. And I like those people. They seemed super genuine and open and welcoming. Can't wait to get to know them more.
I also got to chill with my old college group at Denny's tonight. That was really, nice, actually. I do miss a handful of those people. And luckily I got to sit with most of them. Kinda felt a bit awkward walking in at first. Weird vibe from some people. But it's whatever.
Have I ever mentioned that I hate drama. Well let me rephrase that. I hate people creating unnecessary drama in my life. It's so dumb. They just need to grow a pair and man up in their own lives.
Ok, I really need sleep.
Kinda looking forward to tomorrow. It's gonna be a defining day in some aspects.
Dueces.
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