Eh, Just Some Ramblings...

When you say jump, my response is 'How high?'

^ Not good. Dysfunctional relationship. And I stay in it because I'm stupid.
Trying to find a balance. But that changes on a daily basis. Lame.



In other news, this week is a pretty good one so far.
Sunday I made some new friends. Such a blessing.
I applied for a job as an art instructor at an art studio for kids. That job seems to be made for me. Kids and Art. Two of my biggest passions all in one. I don't want to get ahead of myself if this isn't the job God has for me. But it still sounds cool.
Thursday is small group. Idk if I'm really looking forward to it. I'm forcing myself to go anyways. Breaking into new groups takes a going a few times.
Friday I don't have to work. YES! And then around 4:30 I leave with Sun Grove's youth group for winter camp. I get to go as a counselor!! Beyond excited for this weekend. Outside of comfort zone. Only knowing like 2 other people. That just screams awesome right there!! It's gonna be so much fun!
Then next tuesday I start school. Looking forward to that. Just not the getting up insanely early part. But I have an art class!! That is gonna be great!
After school that day I'm going to a job fair. I need more money. My car is getting kinda iffy on me. Kinda scary. Lol.

Dinner with dad's parents tonight. Not looking forward to that. I'm about to break out my 10 year old self. When treated as a 10 year old, why not act like one right? Ugh.

So update on my goals for the new year:

#1. Been pretty dang consistent with that! Still not perfect, but baby steps.
#2. Kinda hard since I'm not in school. BUT I have made new friends my age at both of the churches I'm newly attending!
#3. Yeah, I've pretty much done a lot of that. Going as a counselor to a high school winter camp not knowing really anybody. Going to a new small group knowing one person. Great start to breaking out of my zone.

Random thought that has been sitting at the front of my mind lately:

Love is relevant.

As Christians we always talk about how we can be relevant while still being true to our faith in this world. Well, love is relevant. According to Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, love is one of the most basic needs any human wants and needs. Of course after any physiological and safety need of course. It's the core of who we are.


Love someone today!