1.24.2010

Break Up's, School, and Addictions. Story of my life.

Well.
God likes to shake things up in my life. And I needed it. In just a matter of not even 3 short days, I went from feeling like I had a friend back, to telling him that I can't talk to him until he straightens things out.
And, now that that extremely dysfunctional relationship is over, I am very sad. But I feel very accomplished and even proud of myself for being able to recognize how sucked in I was and how I needed to get out. For my own sanity, and self-esteem even. I hate that it felt more like a break up then just a friendship ending. I hate break ups. I really hope that I've filled my quota for my lifetime.

School tomorrow. Should be good. First day of art. Which means that I get to leave work early. Double bonus. Lol. Negative bonus points for having to get up a 5:30am and not get home till 11pm on mondays. Sucky.
You know it's pretty bad when it's 8pm and you're ready for bad. And even worse when you already feel behind and the second week of school hasn't even started yet. No bueno.

G'night.

OH, I have finally completed my piercing expedition. Well, on my right ear that is. I have pierced up all the "normal" space. (Lobe, and cartiledge.) All thats left is the weird stuff. These newest ones, bring my ear piercing count to 18. Lol. I'm an addict.

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